I am lost and I'm loving the view

I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I am still trying to figure out how that could be.

I heard a joke once: Man goes to the doctor. Says he’s depressed, life is harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world. Doctor says, “treatment is simple. The great clown Pagliacci is in town. Go see him. That should pick you up.” Man bursts into tears. “But Doctor” he says, “I am Pagliacci.”

—Robin Williams (via paintedlions)

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